nov12,2008...
warning: its gonna be a long post!!!! beware
heyylo ppl.....its like 8am in the mornin and since im so bored like hell.....
let me just do my thing... lol -.- shut up
anw, i'll be at home 2day doing what i just feel like doing....
so if im going to kill myself, just dont give a shit bout me alright?....
haha :) kidding, cmon i wont exactly be doing that...
its a sin dammit... a BIG one....
kay, theres actually gonna be a class outing at east coast for all 3/4 TICs 2day...
and i think i wont be able to make it...
so to all you guys frm 3/4, im so sorry alright.....
and im so gonna be alone..... younger sis has got dance practise till about 9pm cos of some concert this fri..... or thurs?... im not sure...
my another sis will be going for some year end party.... and gosh, shes been talking bout wanting to go to the same sch as me nxt year...sec1....
blablablabla.....
ystrday(nov 11).....
woke up at 7am cos nid to accompany my dad send my grandpa for a checkup at TTSH..... and i skipped trng..... i wanted to go so pretty badly but its okay anyway :)
let me see.... went to the lib to return some books... cwp nxt cos my dad nid repair some hp stuff....
and man, SNEAKERS are cool and i want them alright... and a jansport bag...
kay, went to AMK hub nxt after fetching my mum frm work.... bought some stuff....
and saw some cool pairs of sneakers.... WOW!!!!
and i told my mum how much i wanted it....
guess what?.... i'll be getting them, for real.... but will have to wait... i see... till nxt mth or end of this mth.... idk, but hell what, im so !@@#ing happy...
kaykay, enough of me crapping stuff im sure u wont want to hear....
psssst.... MAN U will be the best team ever..... for heaven's sake....
and it doesnt matter if they lost to some fgshdfgajsdf team okay...
im just being silly....
i should maybe shut my fucking mouth up...
shouldnt be thinking about whats going to happen....
or to think about the past....
okay, as what you've all might have guessed.... yupyup, its yet another boring day alright...
though its the end of HI programmes... i'll be missing all of you....
and you especially...
its kinda boring without having sapsap and ain coz they have some npcc camp at pulau ubin...
i think... hmmm
they're always the ones who cracks jokes and stuff..... and club9 is sure to be boring without them...
so anyway, ''we love you''......
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anyway, going to start trainings nxt week onwards...but will have to spend some time studying b4 training since i've not given my best for eoy.... and i have to retake some amaths test idk when..
waited for ayu outside sch with mariyah.......and she was out late.... har3, who's the one being early right nw?..... kay, just kidding ;)
so me&mariyah talked about what... relationships... how 2008 has been(all those moments)...
kaykay, its so sad, dont wanna talk about em....
somewhat, somehow.... we talked about hsm and camp rock.. i think.....
''hsm sucks lar, the song sucks....''
''camp rock is better and joe's better than compared to zac''
to mariyah: hell no... hsm is way better.... best ever..... ah-mazing......
enjoyyyyyy*winks*....... paham2 aje lah mariyah....
heh3.... kay, gonna have tuition l8tr so i'll better be ready....
byes and happy hols to all...
i may be smiling for all i know........but this aint the truth.....cause i guess i just dont want to show how im actually feeling on the inside...upset, frustrated.......?CRAP stuffs as usual....hmm, thats me alright... aint anybody else but me.....ME, ME,ME,ME.....gosh, its so damn boring these days........ why???- HI programmes gonna end soon...(guess wont be seeing u guys till next year...???
- trainings (alamak)
- loads of hwrk to be done and over with (OMG!!!)
feel like screaming my lungs out.......
okay okay, frustrations and boringness aside now........
so yupyup, 2day's the 2nd last day of lessons before its over officially tmr....had lots of free time just now..... ms ho didnt came to class for chemistry... so yeah, everybody was doing their own things..... or minding their own business.... and i was outside, emo-ing( well not really).... but really thinking of some stuffs..... wether i'll still be alive tmr or the nxt day or the day after........? haha :) but went in to class and started playing charades with the others.... had lots of laughter, really.... no doubt to that..... :) watched some video during SS about ppl starving to death.....and i actually did cried about it........ not really, but just felt sad for em....
and im not sure wether i'll be going to have breakfast with the other TICs at macs or not tmr.... so if im not there, sry you guys......
anw, BARACK OBAMA WON!!!!!! yippee.... at least, thats a little something ;)
heh3.... lol -.-
2day was soo..... hate to admit it but "B-O-R-I-N-G" sia........... idk...... hais..... something's not right.... well thats how i kinda feel.......... boohoohhoooh.......................................................................
had some laughs with yixun and reyy during SS period............ we're jokers..... hahaks, thks guys.... :)
well, i smiled....he smiled......... so yupyup, it was okay........ ily................
man, HSM3:SENIOR YEAR was soo damn gereks............ or in other words, ahhh-mazing, cool, shiok habis and romantic................. haha....................... though some say the movie's quite idiotic..................... but wth................. went to watch it with ayu,ain and my sistas...........................
what can i say.............. i wanna watch it again!!!... heh3........... fell in love with the song'can i have this dance' man.................. really3 love it........... well, ayu kinda taught tt im somewhat have gone crazy cos i totally sang this song in school....the whole time............ haha, kk i'll stop yarh.....at least, the lyrics means a lot to me..... so sweet.......
hmph......................... well, tmr's the "BIG DAY" for someone that i knw...even though she doesnt knws it..... well3, its a surprise done by club9........hope she doesnt read this.... to whoever it may concern, if ur reading this................ be prepared okay?..... its the shock of ur life... well, nt exactly larh but just be prepared.... heh3 :)
meanwhile right now, i'll be somewhere........................... doing my thing but idk what...................
bb...............
